*Yawn*

Boy oh boy... good thing I took a 3-hour nap yesterday afternoon. Otherwise, I would've crashed long before finishing the assignment.

Heading to school in a bit... as soon as I print it out...

Changes Are Slow...

The last time I had my hair cut was, oh, 16 months ago. Almost, but not quite, at the point where I must get it cut in order to feel human again.

It'll be a nice change of pace to be neat and tidy again. Can't stay this way forever, after all.

Other changes are easier to come by. Case in point: my chin has not felt so smooth in years.

1st All-Nighter This Term

Expecting to be up all night doing this CompSci assignment.

Yippee-yai-yay-yai-yo...

Hope? Or Expectation?

Do I hope to see her today? Or do I expect to see her today?

*Confused*

Disappointment

Expectation leads to Disappointment.

Zero Expectation leads to Thanksgiving.

What about Hope? What does Hope lead to?

I think Hope leads to Joy.

The important part is keeping Hope from turning into Expectation.

Haven't Felt This Way For So Long...

Just thinking about her brings a smile to my face. My heart aches for her presence, though she has no idea that she's on my mind.

Oh geez, get a grip on yourself, Alex.

Crush?

Man, what's up with this? It's been so long since I had an actual crush I'd forgotten what it feels like and how to live with it.