Job Search Continues

Sending out a few more applications tonight, in hopes of making Victor's predictions come true.

Taking grad photos tomorrow. 20 days to go. After that? Absolute cluelessness.

Brain constipation. Things happening in my life, but nothing to write down. Not good. I ought to be documenting these things.

Photos Site

Spent all day on the project, second interview tomorrow, so need to be in bed soon.

Just wanted to point ya'll to my photos site, which is sort of operational again. Changes still need to be made to make it more user-friendly, but at least it's navigable.

Shame

Ashamed of myself.

Been struggling over this one issue for the past month. Keeping it really secret as much as I can right now.

I hate myself for it. For what I'm doing, or what I'm perceived to be doing.

I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want to find out where I need to go, what I need to do.

So help me, God.

I'm still here...

Wow I've actually gone an entire week between blogging. That's not a good sign.

Been working through some problems. Lotsa prayers needed.

Just did some great work on the 4th year project. Feeling good right now. Thank God~

Got an interview on Thursday. Not sure what I can do to prepare for it. Just leave it in God's hands I guess. Will go for afternoon tea afterwards, then to Glenbow Museum for the modern architecture exhibition.

Colors

紅 橙 黃 綠 藍 靛 紫

红 橙 黄 绿 蓝 靛 紫

Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo Purple

Rot Orange Gelb Grün Blau Indigo Violett

Rouge Orange Jaune Vert Bleu Indigo Violet

Rosso Arancione Giallo Verde Azzurro Indaco Viola

Rojo Naranja Amarillo Verde Azul Añil Morado

Attraction

Attraction is an unstable force that varies with time, distance, charge, and field strength...

Who can devise a (pseudo)formula to describe its non-deterministic behaviour? Can we apply a concept similar to the space-time fabric and its resulting gravitational force here?

Self-Punishment

Seems like everytime I do something that deep down I think is wrong, I beat myself up about it.

Is that what God wants? For me to find ways to punish myself for every little mistake I make?

Or is there a better way out?

Adidas F10

Got myself a pair of white/silver/blue Adidas F10 indoor soccer shoes on Friday at 40% off. Now I'm itching for some action. ^^"

Open Invitation

Event: Convocation
Date: June 5, 2006
Time: 2:00pm (ceremony)
Location: Jack Simpson Gym, U of C

Alternative Plan

Since my attempt to install Mac OS X Tiger on my laptop failed, I'll put the extra laptop hard disk to good use by installing Windows XP Home SP2 with all the latest goodies on it, like .NET 2.0, Visual Studio 2005 Express Editions, CorelDRAW x3, etc. etc.

Just... have to find time to do it after midterms.

封咪

I'd been warned time and again.

So, alright, fine. No more writing.

Engraving

A few choices for engraving my iron ring:

"coram Deo" ("in the presence of God")

"Via, Veritas, Vita" ("the Way, the Truth, the Life")

"initium sapientiae timor Domini" ("fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom")

"nisi Dominus frustra" ("if not the Lord, it is in vain" - Psalms 127)

"imago Deo" ("image of God")

"Gloria Patri" ("Glory to the Father")

Torn

Feels like I brought this upon myself.

We'll see what happens over the next few months.

Guide my way, Lord.

Afterthought

Was asked to serve as the lone tenor in the praise team for next month's devotional meeting.

Want to thank God that neither of the two previously major issues even entered my mind as I tried to come to a decision. That is, they've become non-issues with regards to serving God.

Even though the end results could still be disappointing, at least I think I'm in the right mindset to serve God.

Lead the way, God. I'm having a tough time containing myself.