Hockey Sunday

Another entire week gone by without blogging.

A week of two halves, really. Super stressed out the first half with exams to write. Super giddy the second half once exams were over.

Seen her a couple times this week. Yes, that's why I was so giddy. I so enjoy being with her. I miss her. But I can't understand why she'd want to be around me. What does she think of me? Does she only see me as just another guy? I wish I knew.

But it wouldn't be right to beat around the bushes or test the waters. If I really wanted to find out whether the feelings are mutual, and whether she'd be interested in starting a relationship, I need to be a man and find out the right way.

Easter Sunday

There's something seriously wrong with an entire Easter weekend without a single Easter-related sermon.

Easter Saturday

There's something wrong with a Good Friday sermon and an Easter Saturday sermon that have nothing whatsoever to do with Christ dying for us on the cross and rising on the third day.

I Love Wednesdays...

But nervous... so nervous...

Gimme another couple of months... lemme decide what to do...

All nighter again... report still to be written...

All nighter again... yippee!

Gonna be up all night preparing my Parallel Computing Architecture course project presentation. Only 3am but already feel like I could crash.

A few things over the past week...

Got a formal offer from CoreData earlier this week, and a verbal offer from Telvent today. Not sure if it's ethical to discuss details here. Kind of torn between the two right now. Leaning toward Telvent at the moment. Need to pray for guidance.

Finishing up our 4th year project, did our presentation today. Think it went alright. Probably could've gotten more done if we started earlier. But whatever.

Massively pissed off with the 505 (parallel computing) project. SMPCache keeps crashing for no apparent reason, and takes 8 to 12 hours to finish one run on 2+GHz machines. Bloody thing.

Thinking maybe I'll keep applying to jobs just for the heck of it. Still some out there that look pretty cool. Some geotechnical/geomatics firms, some cell-phone technology companies, some web app developers.

Dad got hurt at work today. That's okay. He's too giddy over his new toy (Canon EOS 30D at $2200+) to notice the bleeding on his palm.

That's all I can think of right now... will post more if I come up with anything else.

Multiple Choice

Watched Rick Warren's intro seminar to the 40 Days of Purpose last night.

He suggested that questions like "What job should I take?" or "Whom shall I marry?" are multiple choice questions, where one answer might be as correct as another, because God isn't interested in what we do, but who we are.

Not sure what to make of it.

Meanwhile, the past month has been confusing as well. Drifting away from my original intentions.

I want to take this slow. And all I can pray for is that she is of a like mind.