Heh...

Ecstatic... yet anxious...

What's gonna happen? Nobody knows.

I'm just learning to have faith.

In the meantime, good luck trying to wipe this smile off my face.

More... Joys

The Joy of Competition...

The Joy of Winning...

The Joy of Accomplishment... of Achievement...

The Joy of Creativity... of Invention...

The Joy of Success...

The Joy of Battle... of Confrontation...

The Joy of Challenge... of Overcoming Challenge...

The Joy of Insight... of Understanding...

The Joy of Scoring...

In summary...

The Joy of Soccer.

Still... Joyful

Some... unpleasant things... have happened.

Yet... I don't feel... depressed.

Maybe because I'm really learning to trust in God...

Or maybe because I just played soccer...

I know God is my refuge... but soccer is like... my second refuge.

A place where I can be lost to my troubles... my problems... my sadnesses.

What I wanted... or what I thought I wanted... I'm not even chasing it that badly anymore.

Que será, será.