Monday, January 29, 2007

Recurring Nightmares

One of the scariest recurring nightmares I've got at the moment...

... bad teeth.

Mostly losing them... like the whole lot of them.

Really scary.

Words cannot express how scary.

Any Given Thursday

Was watching John Mayer's Any Given Thursday concert.

He was singing Comfortable, which I'd heard before, but I hadn't heard this ending that he added.

That you were my first love
Is just dumb luck.
A technicality.
You were ahead of me.

That you were my first love.
Is just dumb, dumb, stupid luck.
A technicality.
You will always be ahead of me.
Oh, oh, tell me.
Why I have to practice on you.
Why I have to practice on your heart.
Oh.

How does it feel to be blown away and touched to the core simulatneously? The way I feel now.

Edit: Just thought I'd post the entire song...

I just remembered that time at the market
Snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
And rode down
Aisle five
You looked behind you to smile back at me
Crashed into a rack full of magazines
They asked us
If we could leave

Can't remember
What went wrong last September
Though I'm sure you'll remind me
If you had to

Our love was
Comfortable and
So broken in

I sleep with this new girl I'm still getting used to
My friends all approve, saying she's gonna be good for you
They throw me
High fives

She says the Bible is all that she reads
And prefers that I not use profanity
Your mouth was
So dirty

Life of the party
And she swears that she's artsy
But you could distinguish Miles from Coltrane

Our love was
Comfortable and
So broken in

She's perfect
So flawless
Or so they say

She thinks that I can't see the smile that she's faking
And poses for pictures that aren't being taken
I loved you
Grey sweatpants
No makeup
So perfect

Our love was
Comfortable and
So broken in

She's perfect
So flawless
I'm not impressed
I want you back

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Thank You

多謝

谢谢

Thanks

Danke

Merci

Grazie

Gracias

Thank you, Father, for the little bit of talent and plenty of passion you've given me for the beautiful things in life.

Little bit of talent, lest I boast.

Plenty of passion, lest I give up.

I know I don't have the talent to be the best of the best, but thank you, Father, for the passion that drives me to improve and to enjoy the journey.

Monday, January 22, 2007

Multiple Choice

Never been one to be spoilt for choice.

University... only applied to Calgary and Waterloo... and the 'Loo turned me down.

Work... applied to numerous companies... only CoreData and Telvent offered me jobs.

Suddenly, I'm faced with a tough choice...

What to do with my money...???

a) iMac w/ OS X 10.5 Leopard
b) XBox 360 + LCD HDTV
c) Athlon 64 X2 PC w/ Windows Vista
d) RRSP

Oh boy...

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Arsenal 2 - 1 Man United

Furious.

Absolutely furious.

I practically prophesied the end result. And it was all so predictable.

Anyone could see that Fergie had given up the match the moment he took Cristiano Ronaldo off for Gabby Heinze as the clock neared full-time.

Such negative tactics in a bid to preserve one point backfired again, with Henry netting an inspired header to snatch all three points, leaving United still only six ahead of Chelsea.

Had Chelsea not lost to Liverpool in similarly spectacular fashion on a rare top-four weekend, United would be feeling their breath on the back of their necks.

Still, with 3rd place Liverpool and 4th place Arsenal both gaining grounds, neither United nor Chelsea can rest easy.

Mourinho, amidst speculation regarding his future with Chelsea, desperately needs his first-choice centerbacks to return. Rightback Paulo Ferreira and midfielder Michael Essien failed miserably to handle the robust partnership of Peter Crouch and Dirk Kuyt.

So Arsenal have done the double over United this year, although they still languish in fourth place. Meanwhile, United have yet to play at Stamford Bridge and Anfield. Wouldn't it be fabulous to win the title at Stamford Bridge on April 14, with four matches to spare?

Thursday, January 18, 2007

别怪我

苦...

苦苦苦苦苦...

苦... 不堪言...

狠心... 并非我的天性...

只是... 为求自保... 我别无选择...

我不能面对的... 不一定出于怨恨...

但... 为了逼使自己不能回头...

我... 还能够怎样...?

不能回头... 多年前... 早明言... 不能回头...

或许... 你早已不在意...

也许... 你怀念的不会是我...

与其强逼两个心境完全对立的人坦诚的沟通...

即使再见面... 成熟地表演...

不如不见...

对不起... 各位...

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

有病呻吟

好辛苦... 好累...

全因为自己的固执... 很多事情不肯放手...

很多的苦坚持要背负...

我还是怕... 怕被伤害...

好痛苦... 要窒息了...

哪一天才会被释放...

Monday, January 15, 2007

It's for the best...

Coming to terms with things...

Beginning to accept the fact that... I'll never be married...

It just won't ever work...

Really, it's for the best...