Mirror

How I reacted last night and today made me realize just how resentful and bitter I still am.

I just don't seem to be able to get over the hurt. And it shows. I know it shows. I know others notice. I know even people I want to hide this from most, notice.

Does it really just take time? What if I don't feel any different with time? What will happen in time to change how I feel? Am I a failure if it doesn't change even when I fall in love again? Or if it takes someone else for it to change?

"... [love] keeps no record of wrongs."

I can't do it, I can't. I don't love her, in any sense of the word. I suppose that in itself already makes me a failure.